On the same day UNMASKING: LEMON’S THESIS released, an old friend of my husband’s passed away. My husband had known him since high school and I hung out with the man more than a few times. My miniature war gaming? It was this man’s influence. I watched my husband and him play a game and then he gave me a sheet, lent me some minis, and had me join in. So, the fact I spent the night before his memorial service (Friday) trying to figure out/playing Heroclix? Very fitting. (Though, he might have called it “miniature gaming for card floppers” or something like that.)
So yesterday, Saturday, was the service. It started then. Me putting food in my mouth nonstop, not giving a crap if it was good or bad for me. I just had to like it or it had to look sweet. I wanted to eat. I still want to eat. I’m too tired and sad to have willpower.
But I had it. Monday through Thursday, I was awesome. I did most of the stuff I was supposed to. Household, exercise, and writing were all in balance. Then the sads started on Friday and… I just ate more fudge. I shouldn’t have done that.
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I’m giving myself until the end of today to be a sad sack. I’ll resume exercise and writing properly tomorrow. Today, being a ball in my covers eating muffins is okay.